Princess

2009-04-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

I saw this

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2009-03-20T21:32:00.000-07:00

So long nv update my blog le
My workplace is 'OK'
Some of my colleagues are very nice except 1/2/3?
Been OT for 2 days continously the other day or maybe every week?
Really super de seh...
I everyday back home with brain dead + tire body
But i will still make a call to my dar and talk to him awhile *good hor me*
after that, i was falling asleep within 3 sec

I everyday wake up in the morning with the feeling "sien....so fast morning liao"
But i'm lucky to have my dardar to fetch me to amk mrt every morning
and he will prepare breakfast for me *sweet of him*

My colleague(guy) who sitting beside me
sometimes will read my conversation with my friends through msn
Feeling irritating
So when u r chatting me, don't complain my font colour too bright
This is because to prevent him from reading my msn msg!!
How i know that he read my msn msg?
Cause he will msn me and answered those questions i asked my fren/dardar!

My dardar is sleeping like a pig now..
Really cannot tahan that i wake up already and he is not wake up yet!!!
Feel like calling him and wake him up *evil*
(omg!!! my bf wake up 40 mins ago, and he called + sms me many times but cannot reach me =.=!!!)
yeah, my phone has dead..and i'm now using my dar's spare phone
and my colleagues all laugh at my 古董 phone and they told me even their mum also don't want to use =.=!!!

I will be very busy from 6 apr to 12 May
mayb will have OT everynight..
and I have to go back office to work even on public holidays, saturday and maybe sunday!!!
double sien....

anyway, i really hope my body can 撑得住

oh ya, i went to watch princess on ice last saturday
Guess that is the only time i didn't think of my work =.=

i every sunday feeling emo cause i need to work the next day =(

i have been watching 2 movies since the day i start work?
Marley & me and departure ( i can only remember this 2)

my friend told me that she doesn't want to have a life with work -> back home, work -> back home
so she still making the afford to go supper/prawning session with her friends after OT *power*

write til here...will update again when i'm free
anyone miss my face? If yes, then i will post my pic here :P
hahahahaa!!!

2009-02-28T21:58:00.000-08:00

"That's why i like to hire foreignerS
because they're HOMELESS people"

"Kai Pei, i thought your application form never fill in any address"

very 勉强 de at there smile

idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot

This is what a GM talked this in front of me

I DON'T CARE whether he is joking or what
NOT FUNNY OK

it totally pissed me out
$%^@#$!&*(%#

maybe he doesn't know there's a word call "KARMA"

2009-02-12T23:57:00.000-08:00

Handsome and cute~

2009-02-12T03:18:00.001-08:00

Goodbye to my tai-tai life
I'm joining the W club in 4 days time

2009-02-10T00:47:00.000-08:00

没给机会
哪来的经验
乌龟你

2009-02-02T06:39:00.000-08:00

当做妻子的
得不到丈夫的
谅解,安慰与支持
这段婚姻又有什么意义呢?

2009-01-19T01:30:00.000-08:00

心中有许多顾虑
害怕这个, 害怕那个
一直不敢踏出那一步
不知自己在搞什么
我讨厌我自己

2009-01-15T19:39:00.000-08:00

Don't let the past cast a shadow over your present -- you must stay positive today.

Hmmm...

2009-01-13T08:30:00.000-08:00

没有走错路
又怎么知道
我要走的路是什么

2009-01-05T00:45:00.000-08:00

Let me make u all hungry hungry
with some food food picturessss~~

YES!!! I LOVE FOOD

omg so hungry =(

just finish my pocky

2009-01-01T00:52:00.000-08:00

Hello 2009~

I know what i want

You know what i want

Very obvious right!?!?!

So you know i know lah...

*~ Happy 牛 year ~*

2008-12-25T00:20:00.000-08:00

Have not update my blog for soooooooooo long....
ok i'm lazy..
Here's a quick recap (the pictures almost seh kor already)

I met leesa, her cousins and friend at billy bombers marina square on Christmas eve
Wait til senget can..she really very sway.
raining (sg nv rain for few days but when she was here, sg raining), aeroplane delay and bus break down..what else...queue at the zoo for 2 hours and have not get inside yet. hahaha!!
ok i abit 幸灾乐祸的感觉hor... :P

Christmas day, went to my cousin's house for her full month son party + xmas party also. KB gang grow bigger and bigger...
Played some very funny games with them as well..they really got brilliant brain to think about those games and play til super siao also =.=
i love the gift exchange game. hohoho...

And my xmas gift from my dardar...minnie mouse bedsheet set. hohoho! cant wait to put on my bed after cny...lalala~

2008-12-23T08:57:00.000-08:00

Met da jie they all for dinner + gift exchange. We girls have been meet up for 3 times (if not wrong) on dec! Guess we must be missing each other too much. lol...unlike the guys. lol...when i met ken, the 1st thing he did is put his hand on my head n pat. =.= after that commend my hair like alien =.=!!! don't know what robot show or wat..sad...

Went to this thai restaurant? not really restaurant..cafe ba, to have dinner at meridien there. everyone order the same food, ayam panggang ah...not bad the food. SGD6.50 per plate..got salad, keropok, 1 big drumstick...hohoho. Sorry nv take pic, i very hungry ald, food come i faster eat ald.

Before the food come, we busy taking pictures.

A proper one

Start to play + pose with the snacks which placed on the table
(I hope the snacks no cui)

Sharon's "dou ji yan" really make us laugh lor!

Group picture

(Da jie they all nv finish the rice hor, i finish leh!)
*try to make complain*

After that went to starbucks at centrepoint for gift exchange. Everyone very excited lah when playing the lucky draw thing. Especially ken, kept telling us he doesn't want benny's present. =.=

Happily posing with the gifts we bought

Sharon bought a nerdy spec for fun.. SGD10 at far east. Can go there buy hoh! So we started to play with the spec. Each of us have a try~

Da jie, abit look like teacher

Angel looks cute

Benny, don't know look like what, hard to describe by words.

HAHAHAHA
VERY nerdy i guess? or detactive?

Sharon, i think she looks good with the spec. lol

Ken, errr....don't know what to comment. lol

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*Jeng jeng jeng jeng*

Me, ok.....really CMI. hahaha!!!
kept closing my mouth and laugh

Give it another try
haih....really hard to imagine my face + this spec + my hair =.=

ken said,"emo pic"
so i have to act emo

ken said,"put ur hand down!"
so i have to put my hand down, cannot cover my mouth liao =(

and i look like this

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*Jeng jeng jeng jeng*

laugh ba laugh ba
*no face already*
=(

Anyway, there's another pic for laugh....a proper one.

Hope you guys LOVE it and it really can brighten up your daysssSSSsssssss
and i also hope this is a memorable one for you.....kekekekeke

Merry Christmas

Muaks

2008-12-20T09:27:00.000-08:00

Enjoy my saturday very much...is really very very very very much. haha
Went to vivo, had dinner at carls junior. Every places got xmas tree~~

After that, board the train and went to sentosa!!!!
Main purpose is to watch "Songs of the sea".

Very nice show ;) i love it so much!!

Reach home @ 5.30am.

Almost fall asleep while eating nice nice nasi lemak...

ZZZzzZzzZzzzZzZzZZ

2008-12-18T10:09:00.001-08:00

是帅的咯~~

2008-12-16T10:33:00.000-08:00

开心与不开心
自己, 是可以选择的

这几天, 心情低落到极点
搞到我dardar 都有点头痛
一直在想要怎么逗我开心

也许
是时候
调整我的心情

也许
是时候
该振作起来

2008-12-15T03:02:00.000-08:00

Dy: Deardear, 你要bloom 像那个花花
(meaning ask me to be happy like the flower sth like tat)

Pei: Okie...then 那个花死掉, 我也死掉

Dy: Choi choi choi!!! Olor, 叫你像那个花花bloom 你就讲死掉

2008-12-14T00:40:00.000-08:00

My current favourite
nice nice~
yummy yummy

2008-12-13T22:53:00.000-08:00

I got this from leesa's blog.
SO NICE LOR!!!!
Nowadays kids really so 幸福
Hmm..i think really can drive 1 hor?

2008-12-10T23:07:00.000-08:00

每一年, 都会想知道何时冬至
今年的冬至, 又会在哪一天呢?
有人说, 冬至要来临时, 每次都会下雨...

不知从何时就喜欢吃汤圆
每一粒都圆圆, 软软, 滑滑
白色, 粉红色, 青色放在碗里, 都觉得很漂亮...

汤圆 = 团圆(圆满)
也许, 是因为自己喜欢每一件事, 都圆圆满满
所以, 就喜欢吃汤圆吧?
可是,
现实生活中, 有哪一件事常常都是如你所愿呢?

2008-12-10T03:30:00.000-08:00

i flunk my interviews =(
i'm not in mood
so don't ask me how or what
unless i myself talk about it to you
thank you

started to go crazy =.=

2008-11-24T07:58:00.000-08:00

Update

just realised "睡觉来" (Sui Lai) leave a comment in my blog

I take wrong bus to school today.
When i wanted to alight the bus, i stood up and knock on the tiang (the handle bar) "pong" loud loud.
I almost left my cert + transcript at the school canteen after dinner.
I cut my hand by don't know what.
My msn also emo like me cause angel wants to cheer me up by sending me nice nice songs, but the file never appear in my msn, but her friend can receive her file.

Bad day bad day
T_T T_T T_T

Well done dude!!
you jin lame lor!!!!!

2008-11-16T21:19:00.000-08:00

Sunflower brighten up my raining days

Is raining heavily outside, sien...
I need sun light to make me happy!!!
Sunflower has replaced the sun light during these raining days =P

2008-11-13T20:46:00.000-08:00

太久没做家务 (做运动)
今早起床, 手脚痛 =___=

2008-11-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

昨天阿
我的ah dar + 朋友来kb找我
一整晚好担心
可是就是知道dardar就是喜欢驾着车/他的小白走走看看

看见他到达我家门口时
觉得自己好像在发梦 =.=

我带他们吃肉骨茶, 烧鸡, 蜜蜂, 烧烤面包, nasi dagang, nasi lemak etc
参观大大的坐佛, 还到海边放风筝

他们就只在我家待一晚
中午就回去了

有时候, 就是很讨厌自己
他在的时候, 不粘他多一点, 说话多一点...
好想他...

2008-11-06T07:50:00.000-08:00

那天, 在看星云大师的电视节目.其中一个故事, 令我印象很深刻...

有一个家庭主妇在家打扫，想把垃圾拿到外面去倒，大门一开，看到寒风中有四个老人，他们看起来很冷的样子。家庭主妇慈悲心一起，说道：“老人家，到我家里来喝杯茶吧。”四个老人就问：“你们家里有男人吗？没有男人，我们不能去。”

中午先生回来，她说了这件事，先生也心生慈悲，说道：“你再去看看，说家里有男人，请他们到家里来吃饭。”四位老人还没有走远，太太跑去邀请他们。一位老人说：“我们不能四个人一起去，只能去一个人，这一位老先生的名字叫财富，那位叫成功，另一位叫平安，我叫和谐，你要请谁到你家里呢？”太太说：“我得回去问一问先生。”

先生一听，当然把财富请进来了。儿子思想不一样，说：“爸爸，成功最好了。” 因为儿子是做生意的,当然希望事业成功啦。太太就在旁边说，平安最好了, 一家平平安安。大家互相争论起来。小女儿说：“和谐，找那个和谐老人来啦。”爸爸决定听小女儿的意见，请和谐来。

和谐老人一听，大步往家里走，另外三个老人也跟在后面走。太太着急了，说：“我跟先生说好了，就和谐老人一个人啊，怎么都来了？”和谐说：“因为你请我和谐，我们有个规矩，只要我到哪个地方，后面的平安，成功，财富，一定就会跟着来的。”

只要和谐，这样平安，快乐和财富都能一起进入你家门了。

2008-11-04T06:48:00.000-08:00

人, 不能有一个"太" 字

太固执
太爱钱
太紧张
太执迷不悟
太多心机
太在意

当然,还有很多很多的太XX..

太多不好
太少也不好

最重要是 - 适可而止

2008-10-28T02:26:00.000-07:00

每一个人都有心机?

2008-10-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

因为有你的体谅与支持
让我常常放心的去做我想做的每一件事情
陪伴我的家人, 还有很多很多

谢谢你一直在我身旁
在我最需要你的时候
你永远都会第一个出现
就算你不能及时出现
我也相信你的电话一定会到

这几个月,辛苦你了
哈哈哈!!

2008-10-12T10:23:00.000-07:00

心事重重的我
真的看得出那么明显吗?

2008-10-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

有许多话想说
可是
在这一时刻
我却写也写不出...

2008-09-02T01:48:00.001-07:00

Dardar 昨天回家, parking好他的车, 关掉aircond
在车子里睡着了1个小时
吓死我, 差一点要疯掉
万一有什么事, 怎么办
我告诉他说,"下次一定要(无论如何)拖你的屁股下车"
真是的...

2008-08-31T09:44:00.000-07:00

听见人家告诉我妈说,"aunty, 爽 noh~你女儿回来可以陪你shoppin"
看见我老妈笑得那么灿烂
突然发现
她有时也会寂寞
她也想要有人陪

那天, 她说我是她的珍珠
我在驾着车, 差不多要晕掉
手起鸡皮疙瘩
叫她别叫我珍珠 =.=!!!

2008-08-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

Last month, i waited my dardar for 1 hr+ at his client office so he compensate me with nice nice food :P We went to the toy museum (forgot the real name) at bubu

I saw 老夫字 at there pak thor too~!
ok..lame =.= (too boring online now)

Our food

I back to singapore for 9 days, so dardar said he will treat me very good, so that i will remember his good. hahaha..evil hor him :P

So he everyday bring me go eat nice nice food...

Last Saturday, my dardar brought me to sungai renggit (at JB) to eat LOBSTER!!! hohoho...it was raining heavily when we were on our way there. My dardar was very sweet, even prepared breakfast (homemake chicken/beef hamburgers + peel fresh orange juice) for me. The burger tasted very nice!!! when i bite it, the egg yoke still will flow out.. yum yum...can fight with the mc donald burger liao. HAHAHAHA!!!

On tuesday, i met up with my UOL friends. Had our dinner at marina square and supper at xin wang after that. I miss them so much~ they are very great friends of mine. If i didn't know them, my uni life will be very boring. :)

On wednesday, met my lovely laoshu at orchard. Chit chat for 2 hrs+ at mos burger, then rush to bubu to get the buddha cd for my aunt. Luckily reach there not yet close sia...if not the next day i have to fly there again. hahaha...

Evening, i took bus myself to vivo to meet my dardar and laoshu took different bus back home. Dardar brought me to Hog's Breath Cafe to celebrate our advance anniversary, as i'm not at sg during sept. Sorry dardar...Anyway, I love the environment and the food, it tastes good. But my beef steak is abit hard.

Dardar's popiah (inside got chicken) and steak

My beef steak

After our dinner, went pet shop and daiso (a must go places for me) walk walk...then we went to watch Wall-E~~~~~~~~

Look at my excited face

Thursday, which is the day i'm going back to kb. Dardar purposely took half day leave to fetch me to railway station. Thank you dardar~and he bought me flowers~haha. Actually cannot bring fresh flowers/plants back malaysia, but luckily the custom let me pass through. :P die die ask me put my flowers into my bag and ZIP. but i never zip, if not my flowers die. so this time, i got flowers acc me back kb. hahaha!!!

Happy anniversary dardar!!!

thanks for sayang me to the max

2008-08-18T01:21:00.000-07:00

如果家人太看得起你
不知是好事还是坏事
我只觉得非常压力
有点喘不过气来

有人说, 工钱少不重要
最重要是做得开心
说得真容易

常常听说, 某某人一毕业就赚了多少$
哪家亲戚的儿子/女儿, 一毕业就赚了多少$
听了都觉得有点烦

这几天总觉得自己心里有点不平衡
唉......

2008-08-14T04:09:00.000-07:00

I FOUND MY BRACELET!!!
Happy Happy Happy!!!
The bracelet hang on my mum's tree -.-
maybe when the maid want to hang the pants, it drop out
and my neighbour saw the bracelet hanging there!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I'm a happy girl~
lalalala~

2008-08-14T02:31:00.000-07:00

I want to watch Wall.E~~~
I think is cute
With their expression, we know what they trying to tell us right?
I told dardar that this movie only on screen on 28/8
I'm going back on that day lor....buuuu
Hope i'm able to catch this movie before i back to m'sia
Another way is watch it at m'sia!!
The show will be on screen at m'sia on 18/8 (if i didn't remember wrong)
Hmmm.....

p/s: You can watch the preview at my blog which provided by nuffnang. Their official website also got their wallpapers, games etc. Just click! ;)

** Need to refresh my blog few times to see the ads of Wall.E. I don't know what happen..

2008-08-13T01:59:00.000-07:00

Why things always happen terbalik
Why things cannot happen on the way i want to
Why WHy WHy?!?!?!?!?
^#%^!%@$^!#$@!)#

Anyway, going back to sg on 19/8
Hope everything go smoothly
Sorry dardar

2008-08-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

Going back sg this thurs for 2 weeks
I can't wait to see my dardar~!!!!!
Girls (angel, laoshu etc)...meet up soon!!
*wave wave*

2008-08-08T23:51:00.000-07:00

那天我家发生奇怪事件
每晚要去睡觉的时候, 楼梯的铁门一定锁上
钥匙也一定放在书橱上
第二天早上, 就听见老爸在那儿吵, 说找不到钥匙...
我是最后一个上楼, 我记得我把钥匙放在橱上...

我们翻了整个书橱都找不到, 幸好老妈有另外一支spare的
不然, 我们三个就被困在楼上...

开了铁门, 突然老爸说,"找到了"
"在哪里?!"
"我的pocket里"
=.=!!!

可是老爸一直说他没穿过这件裤
今早起床, 才刚从衣橱拿来穿
老爸一直说是我放进去 =.=!!!
我说我没那么无聊
我和老妈就一直说是老爸拿了钥匙, 忘记..把它放进pocket
老爸还说住了二十几年, 一直都是放在那边, 从来没不见过
我们全家人就一直在那儿争

是我老爸痴呆?
还是我家有鬼?
哈哈!!!
没人懂
也许, 有人梦游
(eh, 我说出来这个故事, 以后没人敢来我家住, especially miss wong mek sa or mr dy...hahaha!!!)

晚上, 我们准备 ooi ooi 的时候
老爸告诉我说," 你今晚不要再放钥匙在我的pocket hoh"
-.-!!!
真是的...

2008-08-05T02:42:00.001-07:00

手链不见了

好伤心

2008-08-03T02:33:00.000-07:00

我以为我很潇洒

其实一点都没有

前一晚还可以笑

第二天却笑不出

我好想回去...

2008-08-03T02:25:00.000-07:00

这一个星期里面

发生了很多事情

做了很多事情

也了解很多事情

一切真的不容易

2008-07-30T09:26:00.000-07:00

Click the image to enlarge

2008-07-24T12:31:00.000-07:00

Take 1 (without flash)

Take 2 (with flash)

My project mates for my final year project =)

We took this picture while waiting our turn for presentation

I'm the smallest size in the group (as usual) =.=!!!

I realise that picture w/o flash is always BLUR

Maybe my skill really lousy

2008-07-24T00:12:00.000-07:00

Yo~i found something good!!!
I was reading newspaper yesterday and i found this -> http://www.fr3b.com/
By registering as a member, you can get those sample products and maybe write a review about the products...
just need to pay mailing fee only and you will get the sample products lor!!!!
Good hor...
世上真的有免费的"食物"nei~~~

2008-07-22T11:51:00.000-07:00

Ok, finally i got my make over cd from my cousin
It has been seh kor at her house for 2/3 mths already =.=!!!
I went to this CD make over section with my mama, think is 4 mths ago lah!!!

Below are my favourite pictures -> 5 out of 3
I got show 1 picture (not my favourite picture) to angel, lao shu, dardar n mek sa...i think i look weird =.=!!!

When the photographer ask me to take this fur fur thing to conver, i jin sien u know!!!
i don't like la...like aunty/ah ma only use 1.. =(

I love this picture the most!!!! of course la, i took together with my mama

ANYWAY.........all these pictures got photoshop de la...
you thought i will look so pretty w/o photoshop mer...
See me in real life, my face like shit and i also wan to puke already =.=
and and and!!!
my face where got so perfect...i 1 side more meat 1 side no meat (meaning not balance la) =.=
so i also have to say thank you to the software lah..make me cantik cantik (means pretty) wey~

After looking @ all these pictures, i started to think AGAIN whether should i cut my hair
I just told my dardar that i want to cut my hair short short, like xiao mei mei (example, like this)
T_T T_T T_T
How how how?
Should i should i should i?

2008-07-18T10:58:00.000-07:00

我可算是一半毕业吧
Final yr proj 成绩还没出,所以还是一半,
那张纸也还没拿, 也算是一半 (得等到明年 =.=)
感觉怪怪的...
突然间,好想学校喔~
人类就是这么矛盾 =.=
也许只有我吧..

今天的presentation怎样呢?
我自己都不知道我在present什么...哈哈!
听说,我们前面那一组, demo system 突然间坏了, 被赶了出来 =.=

昨天朋友说我有5秒钟的金鱼头脑...
因为我一直忘记他们跟我说的话...
左耳进, 右耳出...在半空中脑袋空白... =.=
他的theory就是..
你每次喂它们吃东西, 它们都只是一直吃, 忘了它们才刚吃 =.=
有这种理论吗?
我以前喂鱼, 它们有时都没吃叻~

这一次回去malaysia, 不知几时才会回来...
应该等到有公司叫我去interview才会回来吧...
我dardar一定伤心死...呵呵!
每一次都告诉他说, 给他放个长假~
多一点休息时间, 多一点空间, 也不用每天担心我有没有吃, 闷不闷...也没有我去吵他 :P
只是不想他伤心嘛...

算一算, 有4个月没回去了吧?
我老爸吃太多durian生病了...
高血压起到170 =.=!!!
这几天都在家休息, 一直在睡觉...
还告诉我说他睡到全身麻 =.=!!!
老妈告诉我说, 老爸好害怕他有什么事 =(
好心疼我老爸...

Dardar 说我将要开始新的旅程...
Hmmm....不知我的新旅程会是怎样的...
有点害怕, 恐惧又期待 =.=!!!

2008-07-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

Final presentation is on tomorrow night

Wish me luck!!!

2008-07-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

每天一起床, 就会嗅一嗅那玫瑰花

好希望那淡淡的香味, 一直都能保留着

2008-07-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

Joke of the day?

女教师在黑板上画了一个苹果，然后提问：“孩子们，这是什么呀？”
孩子们异口同声地回答：“屁股！”
女教师哭着跑出教室，找校长告状：“孩子们嘲笑人。”
校长走进教室，表情严肃地说：“你们怎么把老师气哭了？啊！还在黑板上画了个屁股！”

2008-07-13T22:55:00.000-07:00

Celebrated my advance birthday with the girls. Thank you thank you..
Miss you girls~~

Sharon with her fish & chips

Da jie with her pasta

Angel & me with her chicken don't know what and my sandwich steak

The day before my birthday....went Marche to have dinner with dardar and friends and then he sent me home =( was so sad that he sent me home and trying to console myself that he have to go working the next day. i sad cause no countdown or what ma....back home online and chit chat with leesa and laoshu

At 11.54pm, dardar called me and asked look outside the window and i saw this

*surprise~!~!~!*

Mek sa asked me to take picture...very difficult to take can..
i very kan jiong to fly down already...so this is 5 out of 1 picture that can see..
hahahahhaa!!!

My dardar is so bravo to write this thing on the top of the car
and drive back home like that...hahahaha!!
He told me he so pai sey when the bus bus stop beside..kekekeke!!!

Dardar fly to holland village to collect the cake after sending me home. He really good in acting hor...i so sad when he send me home, he still patiently console me ask me don't sad and tell me he next day have to go work so he no time to do anything.

My dardar sang me birthday song in the car and we eat the cake in the car too. He prepared paper plates and forks, but forget to take knife. so i bo bian, have to cut the cake with fork. hahaha...

Ice-cream cake from Swensens

On the actual day, i have to go to school for project meeting *sien*
dardar came to fetch me when i finish *sweet sweet* and he asked me to open the drawer to take out his wallet..and i dig this thing out. hohohoho..i love it so much!~

Had my dinner + supper near the NUS prata shop and we went to fort canning park + esplanade to chit chat. Though we meet each other everyday, but i always feel i have lots things to talk to my dardar...never enough..even if sit there didn't talk much i also like. hahaha..

The next day i received flowers from my dardar...and i started to kelian my dardar for spending so much to create surprise for me. his pocket big hole already....

Thank you dardar for everything you do. I appreciate it very much...words really hard to describe how i feel. I'm touched for the effort you had put into our r/s and always put me in your 1st priority list..Thank you very muchie~~muaks!!!

2008-07-04T14:12:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

p/s: Try yourself -> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
It was 98% accurate for my answer...hahaha!!

2008-07-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

Time flies, not long (still got 3 weeks +) i also gona be one of the workaholic
What kind of job i want to find? I don't know....
What i intereseted? I don't know....
Are you going for IT job? i don't know....

Then people start bomb you lots questions like
You study IT and you not going to work IT job?!
Then you study IT for what? yada yada yada...

So i will only give you the same answer - I DON"T KNOW...
Sometimes i just wondering am i avoiding or i choose not to think about it and just simply give 1 "I don't know" answer to avoid everything
I don't know i scare of what...maybe i scare i cannot do well on work (cause i only got EASY job experience like data entry. very easy only ma, key in the data like that only)
i scare lots of things -.-
Yala, i know haven't even try i scare...
I'm just one of those haven't do then start to worry person and i think super far =.=
Really siao...
and yesh i know i'm the only 1 can help myself, friends can only give me advise to me
Is my life and i am gona walk out the path by myself
All these years, i am searching on who i am, and what i want in my life....
Sometime i don't know why am i born to this world =.=
Haih....i'm so lost can =(
I just need someone to open up my brain (开窍)
I miss my dardar

2008-07-03T12:51:00.000-07:00

Woots!!! just realised i have not update our picnic pictures yet :P
Very lazy to wrote so details lah...looked at the pictures know the story liao lah :P
Picnic on 25th May

Chef of the day - of course is my dardar lah!!!

Desmond was tie-ing the don't know call what thing..can sleep in the net

First person jumped into the net to sleep was Mr Eeyore
and we started to play on him by swinging the net left right left right
He looked so happy kan?

As we swing too hard, he flew out from the net @_@
and cause his butt pain pain
Mr desmond laugh til lay on the floor =.=!!!

While everyone busy setting up the camp, i was the only one very relax

While everyone standing beside and look at my dardar setting up the fire, again...
I was the only one who was so relax

Conclusion:
Miss Chan NEVER help out at all but only at there taking pictures and eat. =.=!!!

Dardar bought a bag of very cute charcoal!!! square square one...first time saw ma very excited (sua gu =.=)
This charcoal is very good~it burn very long! (ok, don't know how to explain, just buy it and try yourself lah wey)

Oh ya, my cousin and her friend (Chen Yong) were there too
Don't have their pictures with me....cause cannot save from his album =.=!!!
Nevermind..next time next time

We might be going picnic again this saturday
Pray that mr sun is out on that day ya~
Did i tell ya that my ah dar LOVE picnic? cause he is the one who always suggest to go picnic
hahahahaha

2008-07-03T06:07:00.001-07:00

I am sooo soooo sooo blur today can!!!
I take wrong bus to school!!! *what am i thinking that moment?! =.=*
and then the bus spoil after kranji station and i STILL didn't realise i take wrong bus
and i STILL continue take 960 bus to school =.=!!!
and i only realise that i take wrong bus when the bus goes to the expressway (almost reaching little india!!!) -.-!!!

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?!
i always remember to off light after i go to toilet
but nowadays i forget to off the light after i used the toilet
senile senile senile
guess my brain seh kor already cause too long never use brain =.=!!!

2008-07-02T04:48:00.000-07:00

I cook this today

Intro by my dardar

Look nice? hehe

2008-06-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

My boy fall down from bike bike on his way to work this morning
and i thought didn't injure much (he told me 摩擦 only)
but when i met him just now...his hand + leg also got bandage =(
walk also 一拐一拐 (cause hip pain)
duh..shouldn't ask him acc me dinner
and the most powerful thing is he still goes to work with the shirt which kena his blood (i think a lot) =.=!!!
and he still can tahan the pain til off work =.=!!!

hope my boy recover soon
hugz hugz

2008-06-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

i have been telling myself that i must 忍忍忍
don't chop off my hair...
but but but...now my hair is very long and i feel so irritating =.=
like when go to hawker centre or what, the fan kept blowing my hair
and i can't eat!!! my hair kept 'fly' into my mouth or paste on my face to make me feel irritating =(

but but but...when i see those model with long hair
they can tie their hair with many kind of patternsssss
perm...tie up....so cute lor..and pretty...alot lah
example => angelababy (click on the link)
she's so pretty!!! ok..i know i must wake up my mind that i'm not a model as people got hairstylist and make up artist to help =.=

hmmm.....
ohhh~~ maybe i should go learn how to make my hair lots pattern..do this and that and make myself pretty pretty
wahahahahaha!!!
and self learning some make up skillsss
but but but..i'm damn bloody lazy

no wonder there's a quote called ," 世上只有懒女人,没有丑女人"

then whenever i see ppl make up pretty pretty...i so envy can~jin mao dun
but some people will say look so fake la...put make up sure pretty la..
唉,做人真难

jialat..nowadays keep 做白日梦
发美梦啊~发美梦啊~发美梦啊~发美梦啊~发美梦啊~
我要~我要~我要~我要~我要~我要~我要~
ok..all these thing involve $$$$$$$$$$$$$

so..........should i cut my hair? =.=!!!

2008-06-17T01:59:00.000-07:00

I was so free nowadays so i surf around friendster
When i was at the homepage, i saw lots of my friends upload new pictures
and my reaction was "WaaaaaaaAAaaaaAAaaaaaa"
Lots of my secondary school friends(not close) around my age getting married
hahahahhahaha
Some got 2 kids liao lor...another one the kid already 2/3 yrs old
Some engage...some getting married soon

Well, i don't think i will be getting married so early
First, my mum always ask me don't get married so early
yayayaya....parents are weird lah, when u getting old like 30 yrs old +++++++ and you still not getting married or no bf/gf, they will start kan jiong =.=
so i always tell her that i find ah pek and i will marry at 40 yrs old =.=
Then my mum said," kenot lah, too old pulok"
Jin ma fan

One day, my mum watched singing competition (星光帮) together with me. When 蕭敬騰 came out, her reaction was,"Waaaaaaaaaaa, 下次你男朋友的头发不好酱,难看到要死." =.=!!!

At that moment, i was thinking that luckily my ah dar's hair not like this. haahahahahah!!!

Anywayyyyyyy, i somehow lost contact with my secondary school frens lah..i mean i'm at singapore, they are at malaysia. but i have some of their msn contact lah, but is just put for pretty only, cause never chat to each other UNLESS got things to ask/check. Well, some will still come and chat with u just to korek (dig) your news or whose whose whose news (especially the one you close with like miss wong leesa's news). Me and my classmates meet each other 1 year once (during cny) and i always went MIA during cny...giving excuses for not meeting like want to have more time with my family la (guai or not, wei~i only have few days to accompany my family still go out play?!) or act blur don't know they got meeting (cause nobody will contact me through my singapore hp number and only 2/3 ppl know my number :P). They normally inform miss wong leesa lah (she's my assistant :P) yup..so mek sa goes then i will go lor..cause i don't know what to talk and i will feel so extra at there lor!!! cause i don't know anything about them!! so i just sit there and listen gong gong or mostly they will just 8 your things lah...like got bf or not..working liao bo? etc etc etc...or still kena suan like next time become singaporean liao la not malaysian liao la...singapore ppl pattern la, earn singapore money la...bla bla bla bla bla bla (hate it so much when i heard this) ok, basically is they started to be like this so i started not to meet them or what lah...i guess so? or partially lazy lah...some are those me and mek sa quiet close 1, they kept talking about guys or their event...and both of us gong gong sit there, don't know head don't know tail. me and mek sa is SO SIEN CAN..and we always look at each other with the ? face cause we only catch up with each other (not only msn chatting still sms chatting =.=)

hmm..ok what am i trying to post today...
就是 aiya.....i realised lots of my secondary school friends getting married lah
i feel that i'm getting old when i saw lots of them getting married =.=
but wey~doesn't mean i want to get married ok....i have not working yet and i have not do lots things yet (don't know want to do what yet) and many many many lah

ok, don't know what am i talking already

CIAO!~

2008-06-13T01:25:00.000-07:00

I knock my head on the wall when i want to lay on my bed watch youtube
After that, while talking on the fon with my boy, i hit my leg
Then the next day, i went to atm machine to withdraw money,
i took my atm card and walked away without taking my $$$ !!!!
But luckily the machine kept beeping loudly and the guy behind me gave me the $$ =.=!!!

So today i want to rest my leg on bed while watching youtube
and i hit my knee
so what's next?

2008-06-11T01:43:00.000-07:00

如果...这样,这样,这样...

早知道就那样,那样,那样

如果早知道............唉,我变神了

怎么办怎么办怎么办?!?!??!?!

唉................................................................................................................

2008-06-10T22:42:00.000-07:00

Hints from Miss Wong Leesa for my birthday present

1st: it helps you relax
2nd: it will help you enjoy
3rd: it will realise your dream

WHAT'S THAT WHAT'S THAT?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?

Help me guess help me guess help me guess~~

*Jin excited*

impossible is a massager

something that will realise my dream leh~

SO POWERFUL ?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?

Imagine feeling like this when got the present

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HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

mek, i bo feel like this then your present fail
wahahaha!!! stress bo?
=P

2008-06-10T21:12:00.000-07:00

Count down 1 month..
Hiak HiAk hiAk

2008-06-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

Watched kungfu panda last9 together with eeyore and jasmine~very nice!!! MUST WATCH!!! Is so funny...kept laughing and laughing non-stop. Especially when the panda used his stomach to "doi" (bounce) the leopard (think the huai ren is leopard)...then i will look at my dardar's stomach and touch touch + duk duk his stomach...

So i told them don't bully my dardar hor...he will use his stomach to doi u all...hahahahaha!!!!!!

Talking about panda, suddenly remember the picture i took at my cousin's house. dardar loves this panda alot..he will play around like acting the panda angry, then the panda kept jumping up n down =.=!!! but it makes me laugh anyway..then both of us kept abish the panda. =.=

But my niece doesn't like this panda...because is white n black colour...she loves colourful + pretty things...Got once, i put the panda in front of her..she staring at the panda...and she just piak the panda away and wanted to cry =.= she hates the panda..poor thing. My cousin sister specially bought this for her from china i guess..but xiao b doesn't like it at all!!!! hahahaha!!!

BY THE WAY, this cute little baby girl learn new thing! Whenever you said,"xiao b, take picture take picture". She will pose like this

Look at her fingers!!!
SO CUTE RIGHT!!!!!!

We kept laughing and laughing..and ask her to do the same pose again and again..til she sien liao...hack care us. hahahaha!!! Recently her hair grow alot liao, eldest cousin said can pin hair already. so when she accidentally hit her head, the first thing she care is she will touch her head and check WHETHER THE PIN IS STILL ON HER HEAD OR NOT!!! =.= so small 就这样爱美...jialat jialat..but she's cute! =D

2008-06-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

一个想不通,令一个太精

宁愿做个想不通 + 笨 + 不在乎的人

至少不会了解社会与家庭带来的痛苦与压力

I'm hurt again

With all those things

and

Never ever try to understand how I feel

2008-06-03T10:18:00.000-07:00

那一年的爱情错过了请不要再等待

月华终于和大伟分开了。

最初月华还不知道如何开口告诉他，因为大伟很爱很爱她，但是月华早就不想和他在一起了。倒不是大伟对自己不好，可光对自己好有什么用啊。

大伟木讷得很，从不知道甜言蜜语，不会在月华生日时送她玫瑰请她吃一顿烛光晚，家里的菜做得再好吃再实惠，可是不浪漫啊。对，大伟是一个根本不懂浪漫的人！

其实最主要的原因还不在这些，而是大伟穷，自己穷家里也穷。为了供房子成天省吃俭用抠门得很，买衣服买商场里削价的，就连吃的菜也很少买上市菜。没有大房子没有车子，什么都没有，周围的小姐妹远胜于自己。不要说女人虚荣，哪个女人不渴望过更好的生活？但大伟什么都没有，除了有一颗爱自己的心，什么都不能给。

不过，启明就不同了，他高大且有一双动情的眼睛，月华知道那双眼睛之所以这样动情是因为自己。启明会说很多很多的笑话给自己听，把自己逗得前仰后合，也会轻轻地说情话，说得自己心里甜蜜蜜，更会有巧克力、鲜花、烛光晚餐。启明是一个很浪漫的人，会带月华看日出日落，听音乐喝咖啡，会买各种各样的礼物哄月华开心。和启明在一起，月华真的感到很幸福。

心的天平不知道从什么时候起向启明偏斜了许多。越发觉得大伟的种种不好，就连以前最欣赏他烧的一手好也觉得很是不屑了。这些哪里有烛光晚餐的情调让人怦然心动。只是月华不知道自己该如何开口，因为大伟爱了自己五年呵护了自己五年，五年不短的时间啊。五年的情爱画上句号，就这样离开大伟，月华觉得不忍。大伟说过可以什么都没有就是不能没有她，大伟是在结婚那天晚上喝醉了说这话的，月华知道他说的是真的，她确定他是真的爱她。

分手是大伟提出来的。命运就是这么巧，世界这么大，月华和启明特地远离了市区躲到那么偏僻的小镇幽会，竟然也会被大伟撞见。大伟去那个小镇找一个老同学为月华要些菊花给她做菊花枕头。这段日子，月华睡得不好，老叫着头痛，听说菊花枕头可以治疗偏头痛，大伟就特地到这个郊区小镇找老同学要点菊花做枕头，谁知竟在路过小岛咖啡屋时隔着玻璃窗看见了依偎在一起的月华和启明。

大伟的心很痛，但是他没有冲动，也没有歇斯底里地爆发，只是默默地转身，依然平静地去同学那儿讨了一大袋菊花，然后回家。倒是月华和启明惊惧得不晓得怎么办才好，启明忐忑不安坐立不安，月华在一阵慌张之后下定决心，人家启明有钱待我好、舍得为我花钱嘛。看不住老婆，是你大伟自己没有用，怨不得旁人。

回家，是摊牌的时刻了。月华等待着暴风雨的来临。大伟只是轻轻地问：'你想好了吗？真的想好了吗？' 月华低头不语。大伟仰天长叹了一声：'好吧，好吧，你想好了，我不拦你，我放你走。' 最后这句话大伟是哽咽着说出来的。

大伟做了最后一顿晚餐给月华，每一盘菜都是月华的最爱，每一盘菜里都浸满了大伟的深情。月华突然不想离开大伟了，启明虽然会和自己花前月下却绝不肯放弃自己的喜好。启明总是按照他自己的喜好点菜，明知道月华胃不好不能吃辣，却从不肯迁就月华，更别提为月华亲自下厨烧一顿可口的饭菜了。想着想着月华的眼睛湿润了。

但是大伟却不肯再给月华机会了：'对不起，月，我可以忍受你的坏脾气不讲理，不会做家务，一切的一切，我都可以包容。因为我爱你。但是我不能接受你和别的人好，唯独这一点，我不能接受。月，对不起……'

分开了，结束了。另一段感情也很快随之结束了。

因为朝夕的相处，启明身上有着月华更多难以忍受的缺陷。启明钱挣得虽多但花得更快，人家是'月光族'，可他不到月中就口袋光光了。长期吃麻辣的启明不肯为她痛着的胃着想，睡不着启明不肯念文章给她听，头痛得睡不着觉启明不会给她轻轻柔柔地按太阳穴……枕着大伟送的菊花枕头，月华哭得很伤心。

三年过去了，月华随朋友们一起去看大伟。不是夫妻了，毕竟也是同学一场，高中三年，就连后来复读都是一个学校一个班。听说大伟的孩子满月，自然应该去道贺一番。本不想去的，但想着不去反而更显着自己心虚没有忘记他似的，月华不想别人看见自己的落寞。大伟的妻子很高兴，没有人告诉她面前的月华是她亲爱丈夫的前妻。她很感谢大伟老同学的热情，执意要留他们吃饭。自然是大伟下的厨，看着系着
围裙的大伟忙前忙后，月华的眼睛有些湿润，这样的幸福本来是应该属于自己的啊，自己被所谓的浪漫冲昏了头。席间，大家吃得很痛快，都夸大伟的手艺好。突然，朋友瑞雪冷不丁冒了一句：'大伟，我记得你以前的拿手好菜是椒盐排骨啊，怎么现在这排骨烧得这么没有味，倒是鱼烧得好极了。没有记错的话，你最讨厌鱼味，你一直说腥气，在你的菜谱里是没有鱼的呀。'大伟宠溺地揉揉妻子的短发：'没有办法，老婆大人爱吃嘛。一顿不吃鱼就把小嘴噘着，我心疼，只好学做了。'妻子害羞而满足地笑，扭了一下大伟的胳膊，咕哝了一句：'不要脸！'月华的心一痛，自己一向不喜欢吃鱼，那个椒盐排骨曾经是自己的最爱啊，转眼新人换旧人，桌上的美味也由椒盐排骨换成了糖醋鱼。责怪不了大伟，因为这手中的幸福是自己没有好好珍惜放弃的。

走在回家的路上，月色如水，满街的霓虹闪烁，诱惑着一对对亲密的青年男女，月华的目光不为所动，却是一栋栋家居房子里透射出的温暖的光刺痛了她的眼睛也刺痛了她的心。在这个万家灯火的温馨时刻，她却再也找不到那个曾经深爱她的男人了。近处是一家餐厅的广告牌，大大的牌子上只有这样几个字'吃遍天下还是回家'，远处，传来迪克牛仔歇斯底里痛彻心扉的歌声'有多少爱可以重来，有多少人愿意等待……'

没有谁的爱可以重来，也没有谁愿意等待，错过了便是永远的错过了!

诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：“此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个，如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友，但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情，才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。

爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠“际遇”，是上天的安排，但是“持续地爱一个人”就要靠“努力”，在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是沟通、体谅、包容与自制 (面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是? “际遇”所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。

所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr.Right，而是问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度，若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的Mr.Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多“爱情虚无症”的遭遇与心态吗？

若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱，就是“近亲生慢侮”，也就是经济学中的铁律“边际效益递减法则”，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的“际遇”总是那么动人可爱。

在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的“际遇”中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。
所以萧伯纳的话，是要提醒情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们“弱水三千只取一瓢饮”若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了，因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个，所以要知福惜福、活在当下。

2008-06-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

Might be going picnic again this saturday
Went picnic two weeks ago too...i haven't post the pictures up yet
We love picnic!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

2008-06-02T10:27:00.000-07:00

I moved house already~jin happy!!
My room is sooooooooooooo big can..bigger than the 1 i rent 500 per month
Last week was really a hell week for me, as i have to rush my 6k words report and find room
I was so seh after viewing the rooms and rushing the report
But well, EVERYTHING IS OVER. i'm so happy!!!! wahahahahaha!!!!!!!

I wanted to say thank you to all my friends who care of me (ask me find rooms till how liao), some even help me find (eg, Bambina)
A big thank you to my dardar, as he fetched me here n there, accompany me to view rooms...and my bro too.
But but but...最大功劳is still my dardar...
Cause he still help me edit my 5k words report somemore (my english not good ma)
Then got 1 day he took half day leave, he still fetch me to skol to do my report...then fetch me home/go view rooms
He also very seh together with me

Well, hope i'm happy to stay over here (pray pray)
I guess is better than the previous stupid house

The mother is so bad can!!! She is the most most most most 坏蛋 mother in this world
I know i had already (@*&#(@#&@(& to some people when i see them online or complain face to face..but i still want to write down how bad is that aunty!

My new owner will only be at home at 2pm, so i can only move house at 2pm lah.
Got 1 night, her mum told me that i must move out in the morning, cause afternoon got tenant gona move in..so i orh orh la...the time she told me, i haven't find a room leh!!! so kan jiong...
Ok back to the story...so i sms her daughter said my mover only available at 2pm, so i can only move out at 2pm. Anyway, is weekend! lots ppl moving house too..the usual mover i always called is fully book, so i was kan jiong to call to find mover (thanks cailing for helping me..she SAVE me again) dardar also help, bro also help. and finally i found 1 which available at 2pm.

SO the daughter called back home and her mum came and knock my door. She was saying why i cannot move out in the morning but why afternoon. I told her my mover not free in the morning. then hor...she kept die die want me to move out in the morning! i so angry..so i ding zui. Really don't want to give her face liao...she said she last time also moved out during weekend la and she also moved out morning. i felt like telling her that's non of my business...

i said i found two..1 is 2pm another is 4pm..you want which 1?! so she said y i never call mover earlier..i told her i was so busy can and i just found the room. *idiot* then she said wait i block people's way la what la...i told her i will arrange properly won't block people move in la...she tot i'm idiot like her! so she ask whether my mover will reach on time 2pm or not..i told her, aunty, the mover want to be late i also no choice rite? (I'M NOT THE MOVER WAT!) After that, i close the door! jin angry...that moment, i feel like sms her daughter and ask whether can she ask her mum shut up and don't bother my things + she so OLD liao, cannot decide things on her own ah..what also wan to call mama...idiot. cannot be flexible a bit meh..so long i move out from that house ma can liao lor....stupid idiot...maybe the mum don't want see my face, SO DO I!!!!! i tahan staying there 2 wks, everyday see her mum show me face...and now i happy like a bird!

the mum still say i twist the words they told me..idiot...i never lor...is you people who change rules after i move in..i totally sien half and i just told her mum that i already explain everything to her daughter...you all still not yet wake up your brain and think you are wrong then forget it. then she told me after heard all those things, they felt unhappy...SO DO I!!! that's why i decided to move out after you all chut stunt

To cut the story short, we guess there's no any new tenant come lor...cause when we finish moving everything from my room, is going to 1.30pm liao...didn't see any shadow moved in lor...trying to bluff me...and i saw her daughter + uncle surf EASYROOMATE (website which people post ads about room to rent) LEH and 2/3 days before i moved, i saw got 1 ad paste beside the lift, the picture of the room, looks like my room leh, same bed frame, then the hang clothes 1 and the window + curtain!!!!!! *smock me..hmph!!* then then then...i moved in on 26/4 so i was supposed to move out on 25/5...i request to stay more days because 31/5 is sat + her daughter want me to move out end of May de lor + if move out 25/5 i only have less than 1 wk to find room..the daugther got charge me lor for staying extra 6 days..and she will deduct from my deposit lor...the day i moved out also got charge can!! if i know earlier, i will tell her mum that i can stay at this room til 12am then move out lor....i got pay rental de leh...idiot, wan me to move out in the morning...i wondering how her husband feel when he heard all those words his wife said.

u see u see u see....so bad right the mum?!!?!??!?!?

i thinking when she going to transfer the money balance to me

GOD BLESS YOU super niao de people!!! GOD BLESS the new tenant

2008-05-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

I viewed two rooms today

First one, the owner told the agent that the house is near to CCK mrt, 5 mins walk. He is staying together with his wife and daughter. 400 per mth. BUT, when we reach there, totally not 5 mins walk..is 10 mins walk. the agent also think it is sooooooooooooooooooooooo far away from the mrt. The family not only staying together with his daughter, but he has another son. so a son pop out suddenly and the BEST PART IS the room is smallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll til like the store room size!!! NOT I PICKY HOR!!! (You can go and open your store room and look at it, then you will be understand how small it is) So the room is like the kitchen is so big, so they decided to 'chop off' a part of it, and make a small room. and the door is not a typical door u see for a bedroom, is those sliding door which i don't know how to describe. Even the agent also shock when he saw the room too!! and he felt so pai sey to us as he doesn't know how the room looks like. We concluded that the owner is not honest at all...how can he tell the agent that he, his wife + 1 daughter staying over there and when we go there, pop out a son..and is actually 10 mins walk, he said 5 mins walk. =.=!!! Maybe he jog to the mrt everyday. =.= Damn, i should bring my camera there and take pic and show you all. YOU WILL BE SURPRISE how the room looks like~~~
Second 1, agent told us there's 2 woman and 1 daughter staying at the house, 450 per mth. So i think this time got hope lah...The room ok ok lah...BUT THE BEST PART is, agent told us 2 woman and 1 daughter staying there right? when we go there..the daughter turning become a guy and is her bro. =.=!!! The agent apologise to us that he gave us wrong info. BUT HOW CAN?!?!??!?!?!? Tok keh the aunty all along think her bro is her daughter?! women and guy don't know how to differentiate ah. So we told the agent that our main concern is her bro la..cause we thought all girls staying in that house, but end up..a girl turning into a guy =.=!!!

THEY ARE NOT HONEST AT ALL!!!!

Will be viewing another two tomorrow...hope it turns out good.

I kept asking myself am i picky or what.....haihhh....

2008-05-20T09:51:00.000-07:00

I back to the place from my cousin's house
Her mum totally show face to me can!!!!!
typical 小气女人and busybody too
when i open my door and put my things
her mum stand at the door and look into my room
Angeline said i should go and slam the door right in front her face
hahaha!! i think her mask will crack (she was doing mask when i back home)
Her dad not bad, still got talk to me like "Hello!" "You come back liao har?"

Anyway i went to view 3 flats today
2 at Choa Chu kang and 1 at Teck Whye

I got the ad at SIM notice board. They are indonesian. They bought the flat..so the mum will come to sg long long once. The room is bright, big and clean. Overall not bad. Got maid come to clean per week. 10 mins walk to choa chu kang mrt station. No agent fee.
A single lady staying at that house..she's the owner. The house looks like just renovated, like hotel. Room is big and clean too. Also got maid come to clean the house once per week. But is not really convenient..mrt (Yew tee) is 3 bus stop away. Outside of my room is multi-storey car park. Half month agent fee required.
Very old house..the room looks very old. There's an uncle who stayed together with her mum. No aircond. Half month agent fee required.

Hmm..the 3rd one can forget it, cause got uncle. Not very convenient as there's a guy staying in the house. Dardar and I still prefer the 1st one..cause is convenient, no agent fee = can save money also. Will see how..most probably will get the 1st one =)

Wish me luck!!!!

2008-05-19T22:56:00.000-07:00

Though i cannot give you a big or luxury car to sit,

but i promise you that at least you don't have to walk.
Though i cannot give you expensive delicacy to eat,
but i promise you that i won't let you go starving.
Though i cannot give you a mansion to stay,
but i promise you we have at least a house to stay next time.
I cannot promise you the best, but i promise you to give you my best.

Mr DY

Though there's no big or luxury car to sit,
but so long the car can move I'm happy.
Though there's no expensive delicacy to eat,
but so long the food is delicious I'm happy.
Though there's no mansion to stay,
but so long the house is clean, tidy and enough for us to stay I'm happy.
So long the guy is you who let me kuchi every day and duk duk on ur stomach,
I'm happiest.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Miss KP

Every good night message you sent to me

Always make me feel so sweet and meaningful
You really very 用心 to write every message
To keep me happy before i sleep
Thank you so much dardar =)

MUAKSssssss

2008-05-13T01:58:00.002-07:00

Started to feeling abit frustrated
Is mid-May, i haven't find a room yet...
I'm currently staying at my cousin's house as that scary aunty is at the house w/o her daughter at home and the daughter will only be back next monday...
Actually i can still stay at the house...hack care what the mother did/said...
But i just feel so sien to see her mum's face...
Ok la, her mum not yet did/say anything to me yet, i already siam to my cousin's house

Ya i have a choice to not to stay at cousin's house, i can just stay at that house and facing her mum from morning til night...but i just don't want to T_T

Feeling abit 有家归不得的感觉
T______________T

And i just realised i have only 2 weeks for me to do my 6000 words report
Presentation + quiz held on the same day on next Thursday

I just need my 小天地 to do my things
I just need a place to make me have the feeling of HOME

Feeling abit angry like why i have to go through all these
Maybe i did something bad in my last life huh
That's why i got house = no house
My life jin happening..every year got happening things happen in my happening life
and i'm the only one who has to go through all these ALONE ALONE ALONE
@^#%@!^#^!@%##&$(#&@*%!&@%#^

PISS OFF
I FEEL LIKE CRYING CAN!!!!

T____________________________________T

Can i cry? =(

2008-05-13T00:56:00.000-07:00

习惯, 是一个很可怕的陷阱. 有个字叫"渐渐", 它的杀人招数, 无形无色无味. 等你被杀之后, 还不知道凶手在哪里.

牛小姐本来富有伟大抱负, 立志当一个好老师.
灵魂工程师, 多浪漫.
学校说, 排名很重要, 你一年能让学校拿几个奖?
牛小姐说, 老师应该注重学生的人格素养.
几年耗下来, 牛小姐一直背道而驰, 一个鬼奖也没有帮学校领回家.
她开始觉得累.
同事说, 哎呀, 就是这样, 习惯就好.
牛小姐渐渐习惯这个教育环境, 这个制度.
十年后, 牛小姐已经觉得是习惯.
这个思维, 变成了她的一条血管, 自然存活.
牛小姐被杀死了.

猪先生和马小姐从高中就晒月亮.
晒啊晒, 晒到快三十.
大家相处太久, 挖鼻屎, 流口水, 一目了然.
猪先生想, 再也找不到别人, 可以容忍他的衰样.
马小姐想, 青春小鸟快死掉, 反正要她的人越来越少, 千万别让猪先生逃跑.
隔壁的鸡嫂问:"哎哟, 你们真是老夫老妻, 羡慕我到流鼻涕."
其实, 猪先生和马小姐不再相爱. 他们自己知道.
不过, 在一起这么久, 也没有选择. 他们终于结婚了.
"你愿意娶马小姐为妻, 嫁猪先生为夫吗?"
"哦, 习惯就好."
猪先生和马小姐, 也死了.

人, 害怕改变.
习惯给我们安全感.
离不开, 不能离开, 放不掉, 不能放掉.
我们日夜养成各种习惯, 也许我们不能够相信自己.
也不够信任自己的潜力.
也许不够愿意冒任何险.

改变, 是习惯的克星.
呵呵, 不过, 不是叫你每天改吃冰冻肉.
我们会听话, 有时也是因为习惯.
习惯被指示, 习惯被领导.
住在新加玻, 最常听到的就是"习惯就好".

要不断推翻习惯, 才能看见不一样的自己.
如果让'渐渐' 侵入你的身体和头脑, 最后脑死身亡, 整个人就是一个活牢房.
呵呵, 习惯成自残.

2008-05-09T21:56:00.000-07:00

My dardar bought porridge for me the other day when i was sick
He took the lift together with a little boy and mother
The little boy called him UNCLE (hahahaha!!!!!) and told him that the food smell nice
My dardar totally sian half when he heard UNCLE
and thinking he look very old meh...
hahahahaha!!! (sorry can't stop myself to laugh =X)

The mother looked at my dardar and smiled
And asked whether is it he buy for wife?
My dardar felt so happy at that moment =.=
Maybe that aunty tot he wearing the wedding ring on wedding finger

My dardar so cute~~
Don't sad k...no matter people call you what i also want you okie...
hahahahahahahaha!!!

Anyway i asked my niece to call him uncle also...hahaha!!
Scolded by my cousin :P WHAT UNCLE LA!!! IS KOR KOR!!
Yes i know i'm bad and naughty always buwee him...
But he won't angwee me la noh~noh~noh~
He knew i love to tease him

UNCLE!!!! *run away*

2008-05-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

One BIG "ahhhh chiu!!!!" and i fall sick =.=!!!
Jin lousy...
But i very good girl o, i got eat medicine...
Panadol + flu...everyday eating the flu tablet make me mereng (blur blur) =.=!!!

Going to my eldest cousin's house later
For celebrating xiao b's 1 yrs old birthday party~
Hope i will take lots lots picture later
I met xiao b last9 too..haha..
She getting thinner, duno y~ Poor baby..
She wave bye bye to us~so happy...
And gave us muaks muaks too~hahahaha!!

I'm going to move out from the house end of this May
Stayed til not happy, so decided to move out
But i'm glad that we had make things clear to the so called 'owner'
Errr, actually is not i make things clear
I asked dardar talked to her...hahaha!!!

I told leesa our conversation for that night, and she said dardar really a good negotiator
So i think is very good to bring my dardar around when i going to view my next room or shopping at pasar malam or whatever :P *ahem*
That lady's parents are coming to sg next week though her daughter is going to taiwan for the company trip!!!!!
Really dun understand why they still want to come though her daughter not at home..
I know i know, is non of my business...
But but...her mama is scary... =X

Although the room got BIG BIG window. Always got sun light come into my room...u know, last time i learn biology, my teacher told us that the sun light at 8am/9am is good..cause our skin can absorb don't know what vitamin D or what la...but i still very worry that the sunlight will affect my skin and i will have lots lots 黑斑 when i'm old =.=!!!

Nice nice scenary..don't have any HDB flat block my view, if not will be very humid or whatever..but nowadays the weather very hot and humid, so i still feel humid though there's nothing!! Sometime in the morning i feel my house like genting, cause got fresh air, cold and windy...

When feeling emotional maybe i still can view the night scenary...sit near the window, romantic romantic...or doing my homework/project while 赏月 =.=!!!

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i'm going to hang my clothes or bedsheets to dry (i can only dry my clothes/bedsheets after wash in the bedroom)
WHAT NICE NICE DAY OR NIGHT SCENARY I ALSO CAN'T SEE!!!

And i have to worry whether this stick will drop and hit on my head because we only secure it by many many tapes..which is done by my dardar
Frankly speaking, my dardar did a good job, cause so far no no drop. hahaha!!!

Ok...shouldn't complain so much as i'm the idiot who choose to stay inside!!! =.=

So dear friends...please pray for your lovely sweet cutie pei pei *puke* that she will find a better better good good best best room okie?

Thank you!!!

2008-05-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

Dardar bid this two cute cute lunch boxes for me~thank you dardar
I'm so happy~i love it to the max~
hohohoho....
Hope i will make full use of the lunch boxes~

Today lots happy things happen...
Ok la two only...hahaha!!
But i'm so happy can!!!
Sit bus also feel like laughing out loud (overjoy?)

I'm still the easy happy pei pei...hehehe

2008-05-04T22:15:00.001-07:00

I was cleaning my drawer the other day before i moved house

I found lots things
and it really bring back lots memories to me =)

Have been staying at singapore for 6 yrs?
There were so many things happen during this 6 yrs
Friends i met, days i spent with them etc...
Not only memories at singapore and also a bit of my secondary school life

Anyway i found this card which was sent by miss mek sa
I still find this card was the best + meaningful friendship card i ever received
Cause the meaning is full of how sweet and caring is your best friend to you
Just to make sure you are fine as you are far far away from her
and she can't stay by your side everyday to take care of you, talk to you, concern about you =)

Promises me you'll always remember
what a special person you are.
Promise me you'll hold on to your hopes
and reach out for your stars.
Promise me you'll live with happiness
over the years and over the miles.
Promise me that when you think of me
it will always be with a smile.
Promise me you'll "remember when..."
And you'll always "look forward to..."
Promise me you'll cherish your dreams
and treasures you have kept.
Promise me you'll enjoy life day by day
and step by step.
Promise me you'll always remember
the wishes I have for you...

Back to the secondary school days, mek sa was sitting beside me...
So we mostly spent our time TOGETHER..haha!!
Do homework together, tuition also together..
and she's the one who always sit beside me
*i think i talked about this for don't know how many N times, guess it appear before in my previous blog :P ok i'm long winded, i like to repeat repeat*

Even now, though we are far apart
But she is just like always sit beside me TECHNICALLY (familiar bo the word) haha!!
We tried before eating in front the computer technically, asking each other what are we going to cook tonight, watch online show while she watching tv at the other side (technically accompany each other)
Those were the days, when we are just bored?
Sometimes mek sa will sms me when she can't find me online
So is weird if we didn't hear or see each other for a day =)

I found a so called 'make-over' picture during our secondary school
If not wrong, we took this picture after SPM is it? or before?
During the secondary school days, our school heng exchange make over picture
You gave your make over picture to your friend, wrote those wishes wishes words and sign behind. hehe
If not wrong, i didn't give any of my picture to anyone?! Is ugly can!!!

i hidden my ugly face. haha!!! okie, that was me..still the same lah, nothing different =(
The main point is to look at my mek sa (the most right)..haha..
so 清纯. kekekeke!!!
i hope she won't killed me for posting up her secondary school look picture

and now my mek sa grew up become a pretty lady
who enjoy her work so much and i'm glad she found her ideal partner too :P
say till like she's my baby..haha!!
me? i still look the same..only the hair long nia
still skinny as ever =(

I found the neoprints i took together with parlin, john and elmo
Look at elmo's face? Jin funny...
His pictures always look so 经典
haha!! especially the pose and his expression :X

I also found the neoprints i took together with my lao shu
I think we took this neoprint after our disney on ice show. Hehe

See, my lao shu changed a lot too...become prettier. kekekeke.
Me? i still look the same lah!!!

Time flies...everyone walking different path
I'm still the same, who doesn't know what she wants for her future...
Maybe i always choose not to think about it
I'm just lost my way
Every1 always say i'm happy go lucky, everyday happy happy
But deep in my heart, i so scared and kan jiong!!!
But maybe scare and kan jiong for 1 day only...then
In the end, i still choose not to think about it
Wait til the time comes then think

Looking at all my friends, i'm glad they found what they want..
Am really happy for them too
I guess i am just a loser who can't go through all the tough parts
in other words cannot 吃苦吧, too 好命

Guess i must learn to 吃苦瓜
Cause my daddy said, 会吃苦瓜的人, 可以吃苦!!!!
Call it lame or funny, but i really believe in what he said!!!!
my dardar surely said 没有理由 (myly)
hahahaha!!

2008-05-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

Tagged by mek sa

1. Do you eat a lot of fast food?
I think so?

2. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek

3. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
Of cozzzzz~~~

4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
No, cause that gal is at home.

5. Have you ever streaked?
Huh?

6. Are you an understanding person?
I think i am...but maybe i had been pampered by my dardar, so sometimes will sort a bit? :P

7. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
Ironman!! VERY NICE!! must watch!!! is better than Forbidden kingdom *is a super boring and lousy movie, don't beat me*

8. Did you pray before you went to bed last night?
No lee... *guilty*

9. What did you last get upset about?
My housemate and her mother!!!! i don't like to stay at my new place!! =(

10. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
Nope

11. Does it make you happy to get letters in the mail?
Yeah~!!! But i always get phone/internet bil, school fees letter only. (>_<)

12. Who was the last person to text you?
my dardar!! last person i text to is mek sa (sendiri 'create' question)

13. What are you looking forward to this summer?
When can i on aircond?

14. Who was the last person you ate with?
Dardar

15. Do raisins belong in cookies?
Yup!!

16. What's your screen name?
Pei Pei

17. Walking into a party, what's the first thing you notice?
Who is there

18. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
No!

19. You've just won a free vacation to either South America or North Korea?
Both also can..the most important is see i go with who. kekeke..

20.Kiss on the first date?
No!!! I very 保守的 ok!!!

21. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
Steak!! yum yum~

22. Why did your last relationship end?
For various reasons.

23. What's one thing you've learned??
I have learned many things. Recently de hor is 很少人讲情不讲钱

24. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
My dardar!!

25. How often do you see your exes?
Never see.

26. Who was the last baby you held?
Xiao b

27. Would you ever donate blood?
I wish to...but i scare injection and luckily i'm underweight. :P

28. How many snack machines are in your school?
A lot!!!!

29. Have you ever felt replaced?
No ba...

30. Are there deerheads covering any walls in your house?
No kua...

31. Do you believe in karma?
YES

32. Have you ever been asked out?
Yes

33. Are you good at telling jokes?
Ask my friends.

34. Have you ever driven without a license?
No

35. How is your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend doing?
Good i think.

36. Do you wish you had smaller feet?
Mine standard size ba..but i had thin feet. =(

37. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yupe, i always call him miao miao. But he is sooooo busy. Long time never catch up.

Quote from mek sa : Best friend is Kai Pei, if she's a male then the answer is yes. Muahahaha...choi choi! Sorry, Pei~ Kidding Kidding (If you'r a male my answer is yes too..blekk!!)

38. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
Salmon sashimi!!!!!!!!!

39. How many of your friends have seen you naked?
Siao!!! NOBODY la!!! mek sa also never see...i guess. hahahahaha!!! *ahem*

40. Do you write in cursive or in print?
Print. *What weird question is this*

41. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend, or friends with benefits?
Huh?

42. Who was the last person you sat next to?
My dardar!!

43. What were you doing at 10 am?
Ooi ooi

44. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
Like every year every month also same =.=!!!

45. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Can't remember

Tagging: 1)Angeline 2)Xiao lao shu

*2 persons only, cause only 2 of them read my blog =.= plus mek sa who tagged me. really a sad case..ahahhahaahha!!!

2008-05-01T23:13:00.000-07:00

*~ Happy monthsary dardar ~*

Dardar promised me that after i moved house he will buy something for me~
Dardar said he bought red roses cause i need some bright bright colour to brighten up my day + my room~ and it really help~
and also is our monthsary day~so he bought me roses~
and dardar very good to help me plan plan where to hang my clothes~
and and and!!!!!!
he helped me clean my room, arranged all the things nicely etc...

The day before we went to have dinner at fish & co. eat til very full~ Then we went to gai gai around. *just simply riding around* and stoped by west coast mc donald to drink my favourite Mocha~ After that we watched a very nice movie~ Ironman!~

谢谢你对我的

付出
疼爱
保护
体谅
温柔
细心

我...
并不怎么会用文字来表达

难以形容的感觉
不知该从何说起

只希望简单的文字
就能让你知道我对你的心意
=)

2008-04-24T11:08:00.000-07:00

Just heard from my cousin that her sister is pregnant!!~

*Happy happy happy*

There coming another cutie other than her...

Wondering when i pregnant, will everyone love or dote my little bb? ( stupid question)
Will my mummy happy for me? daddy happy for me? ( stupid question again...)
Will my bb very very cute and guai like her? ( another stupid question...)
Whenever i see my dad playing with my niece, i feeling...
erm? don't know how to say...i mean i seldom see my daddy so happy? 温柔? haha... *sot already*

Ok, i know i think too far and think too much...

I hope i can provide good life to my parents, make them happy...
and let them feel proud to have me too...

but i think hard la...
i so lousy
haih...

ok..must think positive
*touch touch my heart*

2008-04-22T23:07:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to Miss Wong Mek sa
Happy birthday to you~
May all your dreams come true
Stay happy and healthy o~
hehe

MUakSsssS

Mek sa was telling me that her mum will send her sms on her birthday...
and her mum's wishes really jin creative~

"On this day, i remember the pain of a new mother ... may you be well and happy my love, happy birthday" (wrote on 2007)

"happy birthday to my first pain. may you be all and happy and have all my good wishes. lots of love and MUACKS from mum" (this year)

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
first pain la....pain of new mother la.... so -.-!!! can

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
keep reminding me her pain when she gave birth to me

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
and keep reminiding giving birth is xin ku

THEY ARE REALLY FARNI!!!

Is true that give birth really bring u pain...i'm scare T_T

2008-04-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

Feel like blogging about those dresses that my mum sew for me when i back to KB.
i'm so in love with all the dresses can~!!! my mama jin power...i point point frm those magazine i always bought, then ask her to make for me. and she was like a magician, *ding* out 1 piece. hehe...yeah, i'm lucky..i know i know...

my mum has no choice to sew for me, cause her bao bei daughter skinny, hard to buy clothing. so long i ask for it, she will do for me. *touching*

I love this very much~

I think the pink 1 look very kiddy lor...haihh...

I told my mum this look like hai sheng

Above all, i never wear before yet. soon soon...i will wear it during my cousin's wedding on dec. because i think they are suitable for special occasion only.

I love this two tube dresses alot. The white colour had been modified by my mum. She add laces at the down part. The flower dress so nice rite~~~ I wore it during my cny..

Whenever my relatives said is nice, my mum will bhb pop out n said," sure nice, i do 1 i do 1...is i li hai do." =.=!!! jin cute her..haha..

love you mummy!!!!

i hope my mama will sew for my kids too!~

anyway, i am so skinny, i scare i didn't carry out the dresses pretty pretty. jin dui bu qi my mama...ya, i got try la..my mummy say nice. but u know, i just lack of confident on wearing =(

why i so skinny!!!! T_T hate it to the max...

okie...my dardar told me that WE MUST LOVE OUR BODY!!!

true true...

默念 N times...

love my body...
love my bones...
love my skin...
love my face...
love my hands...
love my legs...
love my everything...
......................
..........
....

2008-04-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

Dardar bought me this ez-link card sticker~ nice rite?! thank you dardar....
my ex-link card gona be pretty pretty soon!!!

I bought a pair of shoes when went out with the girls...i love it to the max~

My boy falling sick..sore throat. poor thing..hope he recover fast fast~

2008-04-21T06:38:00.000-07:00

Was reading on my weekly i-magazine, i found an article..is so interesting and i think what she said is quiet true.

Take it like a man 的狗屁论
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男人其实真的不太了解女人. 他们说, 为什么你每次生气都讲没生气? 为什么你门要假装,然后又脸臭臭? 当然,有些女人,单纯享受发脾气折磨你. 呵呵, 你越追问她越开心. 遇到此类, 算你倒霉. 不过, 她们不在今日的讨论范围.

做一个现代女人是很矛盾的. 男人喜欢独立的女人.
意思是, 看球的时候, 不要烦我.
不要这么粘人.
不要一点小事, 就哭哭啼啼.
不要管我去哪里.
不要24小时电话追魂.
不要连上厕所都得一起上.

嘿, 为了当一个独立的女人, 我们就得变得理性. 所有的情绪都是不理智的代表. 于是, 我们不敢哭, 也不敢怒. 一哭, 就好像我们开始无理. 一怒, 就似乎我们又来取闹. 所一生气时, 女人为什么不说话? 因为, 我们在挣扎. 到底要豁出去表达, 还是让它冷却下来, take it like a man?

豁出去, 就会被当成泼妇. 男人更顺理成章说, 啧啧, 你看, 你看, 女人就是莫名其妙, 乱发脾气. 我门也很莫名其妙. 你以为解释自己的情绪好像去见客户做presentation啊? 在那迫切的几秒内, 要整理分析, 还要马上头头是道, 思路清晰, 口齿伶俐? 于是, 我们越口齿不清, 就越生自己的气.

他x的. 他x的. 不要讲了. 讲多错多. 没有条理, 还会给他捉到反驳的把柄. 他x的.
...........................
沉默.
沉默.
其实是沉淀.
我们很想好好解释, 为什么生气.
可是, 又无法马上有龙有虎, 口若悬河.
女人气自己, 就说, 我没事 take it like a man. Take it like a man.
哦, 死了.
男人更理直气壮说, 有什么你就讲啦! 为什么脸臭臭? 于是, 女人就卡在那里. 要不要像个男人, 这个现代女人的无间道.

其实, 女人也很辛苦. 她们是会表达自己, 但不爽时, 要配合男人而来场理性辩论会, 绝对困难. 有时, 我们的表达能力, 是抽象的, 只能意会, 很难言传. 但, 我们已经被社会training成, 先不管情绪, 只明白事理.

情绪是女人最善感的东西.
把它当坏事, 就是个没解药的毒咒.
把它当好事, 就是得天独厚的才能.

那下次女人又不出声, 满头雾水的男人, 呵呵, 先不要判女人死刑, 给她一点时间.

她的脸臭臭和我没事, 其实, 是她在挣扎, 学习怎么不让你看衰女人.

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当然, 每当我生气的时候, 我都选择安静. 因为我生气的时候, 都会说些难听的话, 也不知道要怎么表达自己. 以前, 他都会指住我, 对我说," 我最讨厌别人摆臭脸给我看!" 或 "你不要一点点就哭!" (好啦, 我是哭包, 怎么样?!)....那时候的我, 觉得很委屈, 因为我连生气的权利都没有. 所以, 只好忍.

最后, 却演变成, 一直责怪自己, 不应该这样那样, 应该多体谅, 了解...

现在, 我遇见了一个很有耐心的男朋友, 他会好好的问我, 为什么生气, 是不是他做了不对的事情, 令我不开心/我在想什么 etc. 我曾经问过他, " what if 我生气的时候, 我piak你, 踢你..?" 他说,"就给你打咯..给你发泄~ 你开兴就好" 哈哈..傻的. 我常说他找死, 不知死活. :P

在我伤心, 烦恼的时候, 常常只想一个人静一静. 认识了他之后, 他却从来不让我一个人伤心流泪, 会直接打一通电话来安慰我或飞来我家, 陪我一起伤心, 烦恼...

还记得有一次, fail 了一个 subject..超我告诉他说, 我只想自己去学校, 不用他载. 他问我为什么? 我说, 就一个人静一静, 慢慢摇去学校. 最后, 敌不过他, 就让他载我去. 他没走平常最快到达学校的路线, 反而, 还特地走74号巴士常走的路线, 让我真的慢慢摇去学校. -.-!!!

至少, 他, 没判我死刑, 在我生气的时候. =)
至少, 他, 不曾把我丢下,在我彷徨, 伤心的时候. =)
谢谢你...

2008-04-18T02:35:00.001-07:00

Dardar pre celebration birthday with his close friend. Lazy to type..so let the pictures tell the story...

Birthday boys

Girlfriends

Guys

Group pictures

2008-04-18T00:44:00.001-07:00

Last friday, i went to Melaka with my dardar and his friend.

yesh, we went there by bike..bike touring...hoho. my 2nd time went melaka by bike..1st time more jialat, cz is sports bike, whole body ache, and i not really enjoy the scenary, cause i scare i might fall down from the bike when dardar ride fast fast, so i only concentrate on hugging my dardar tight. This time is touring bike, so i can sit relax and enjoy the scenary...i kept remind myself to see green green things (trees...forest or watever) cause i was feeling giddy for the past 3/4 days. I claimed that maybe my eye sight got problem..so i kept @_@ at the green thing (hope to gain back the good eyesight, cause dardar asked me to see green things ma) so i take the chance to see green things lah...

early in the morning, after i got ready everything, the sky started to rain heavily!!!! is SUPER heavily. but we 3 傻佬 still insist to go to Melaka. so 3 傻佬 wearing the raincoat and 'shake shake' go tour lu~

The weather is so nice after raining...not very hot not very cold. Stop at Machap R&R to rest awhile... look at our excited face =P

Went to eat alittle bit of things - Baskin Robbins ice-cream~

After that, continue our journey. Finally we reach melaka! First thing is step into the famous shop to have laksa and cendol at jonker street~

actually, i think their laksa OK only. Penang laksa nicer!! yum yum~their cendol is nice. hehe...the shop is full of lots antique things.

After that we tour around jonker street and we found this. Guess what is this?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

Guess 1........

Guess 2............

Guess 3..................

Guess 4..........................

Guess 5..................................

Well, i don't know is it true that their library really look like this. Maybe inside are those historical books about melaka lah...hahahaha!! and we bought a mousey bank for lao shu (pic pic at lao shu's blog)

After that we ride bike bike to tour around melaka. Dardar wanted to bring us to 'explore' those historical building..errr, st paul don't know what. :P At that time, the weather is SUPER HOT!! We found this thing at melaka..i guess it will look beautiful at night. u can sit inside to view the scenary of melaka. =)

Dardar asked me to take this mc donald picture. He said it looks interesting or funny? Forgot what word he used. I think he find funny is because above the mc donald got the bulat bulat thing. hahahahah!! Ok, i admit this mc donald look nice, cause KB don't have this kind of city look mc donald. Mostly are inside the shopping mall and not really big enough. I love the amk centre mc donald (opposite amk library). Maybe because got car park or it located beside the road? maybe all those things which located beside the road i think is nice, cause can enjoy the scenary while drinking ur coffee, mocha etc. jin relax...haha..myly.

After park our bike, we went in the melaka museum? Think is melaka museum lah (is a waste to bring me for touring, cause i totally can't remember those historical building/place name =.=!!!) Ok, the purpose we went in is to......................................blow aircond. hahahahah!! so hot leh~~~~!!!! walk 1 round then come out from the entrance...til the 'guard' there ask the exit change place liao huh? =.=!!! hello? i understand malay de leh...must be laughing us as a tourist don't know how to read the exit sign. we exit frm the entrance because their exit need us to climb stairs. and we lazy to climb :P

Then we actually wanted to go to the st paul duno what name already (ok, i guai guai go google..is call st paul church). but when we look up..gosh, have to climb about 2/3 storeys to reach tat don't know up there got what de place...so give up. we take pic pic at the entrance there. hahahahah!!!

haha..my ah dar jin cute

Then we really cannot tahan the hot hot sun liao...so we decided to go to the big shopping mall near by, to blow aircond again :P We found starbucks and decided to sit down and relax...Look at our 爽的脸.

Desmond fail to show 爽的脸,
but more look like very seh 的脸. haha!!

see, my ah dar 多享受. this is call 爽的脸
enjoying his lollipop

me? i look like 在睡觉的脸
(owww, look @ my dark circle T_T)

Then we went to explore the shopping centre, quiet big and think is newly open. After that, we left melaka and chiong-ing back to singapore. Before that, stop at Kulai for dinner 1st. my favourite place..cause they got nice food. yum yum~~~and dardar ordered L size drink~

The trip is fun and tire...everyone back home here n there ache sia. my legs ache..my dardar more kelian, cause he ride bike bike ma. at nite road dark dark somemore, must pay 100% concentration. hehe. Next trip???!!! Cameron or KL?

2008-04-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

Tonight got project meeting after i go for security class, and i am so tire!!! I haven't finish my project documentation, not haven't finish, is haven't start! *scratch head*

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
aiyok aiyok

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
dun sleepy

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
hahahaha
❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
keep yawn

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
ahahahah

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
hahahahaha

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
we motivate each other ok

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
walao

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
latest ms word i duno how to use

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
hahaha

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
doggy

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
goddy

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
giddy

*started to pek chek cause i kept type wrong*

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
hahaha

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
doggy goddy giddy... you type also type salah liao la

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
you really sleepy

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
hahahaha

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
how come the drawing tools bo circle 1

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
ohh oval is circle

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
=.=!!!

❤ Pei Pei ❤ says:
si pe gong me (means very stupid me)

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
hahahhha

❤ Leesa ❤ says:
you blur liao la

I'M REALLY VERY TIRE AND SLEEPY!!!

yesterday was a 'hell' day for me..haha! jin sway...

*grab from laoshu's blog, i'm lazy to type the whole incident again*

"Rece' call frm hippo saying tat she left her keys in the rm... n the rm is lock~ oh shit~ haha.. jialat~ panic... tried all means... teach her wad 'weapons' to use... blah blah blah.... but stil cant... while waiting for her call again... we sit sit outside OG... old liao need some rest... legs aching.. lol... In the end.. reali still cannot.. we 2 jus decided to go down c if we can do somethingy...

Reach there... saw Hippo outside trying to force open the window... but veri hard... coz nv open b4... omg~ tried all means to open the door again... cannot~ wana try to remove the glass panel frm the top aso cant... tried n tried... even called hm n ask my dear mama... find 'weapons' again... use cailing's card... cannot... use my keychain's wire... aso cannot... sianz... force open windows again... both side aso cannot... so stubborn sia the windows.... hit the doorknot.. stil cannot... haihh~ give up~ called the locksmith... Said he wil b here within an hr... nv loh~ in the end wait til Jack come liao he stil not here loh... Our muscular Jack force open the window... & he succeeded.. well well... 姜还是老的辣... LOL~ tie the 'ah ceh' with a bamboo with string... using Jack's HP's light... carefully go thru the window... hook onto the bunch of keys... Yeahh~ We succeed~ hahahaha... 厉害~ boy boy 还是比较有力~ haha... got the 'seh' to force open the window... 佩服.. hee... Quickly called up the locksmith to let them knw no nid liao.. blah blah... wahh.. the man scold scold sia...(I kena scold then i scare, i throw the hp for lao shu to listen he scold :P bad me.. and lao shu power, she just hang up) we hang up.. :P a few mins later.. the man arrived... we told him paiseh no nid liao... we alreadi called up ur boss... he jus orh okok.. den go off... much more frenly den the boss loh... hmph~"

anyway, i wanted to thanks lao shu and cailing for purposely come down by cab from orchard!! to rescue me. haha..and jacko for helping to 'dig' the key out from my room.

i'm glad that they appear when i really need help. hohoho..and cailing said,"what are frens for?" kekeke...when i saw jacko successfully hook the keys, i kept shouting for joy. then they have to chase me away for distract jacko...hahaha. they said if the key fall on the floor, jialat liao..and have to waste 35 dollars (ask lock smith to open, charge 35 dollars!!! jin expensive) i thought my 35 dollars will fly to the stupid door.

so i was telling them, free free at home, must learn to open door k when u don't have the key..haha!! then become expert lock smith~~~~

haih...越来越 lou mong dong liao...

dardar said,"see see..rush rush go out lah, forget to take key"

(>_<)

2008-04-12T21:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARDAR~
May all his dreams come true!! =)

i feeling so giddy yesterday and i didn't give any surprise to my boy *guilty*
no happening happening for him

and the china woman is moving in right now, while i still staying inside the house *sien*
she gona turning the living room become her bedroom
and i don't know how am i gona to stay for the next 11 days with the house like this
@&#^*$^@&#$^@#((*$@#$^#@*(!@&#^
really don't understand where got ppl do things so LOUSY LOUSY LOUSY
without thinking or care how other ppl feel
i don't even want to step out from the room now
i feel like scolding rude words
can i can i can i can i can i?!?!?!??!?!?!

2008-04-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

i have sooooooo MANY THINGS to blog about leh~
dardar's pre celebration, melaka trip...
but i'm so tire leh~
and i'm going to move house soon!! *in two weeks time*
so i will be busy busy busy to pack my things, arrange some stuff etc
anyone wana help me?
busy days make me giddy (>_<)

2008-04-07T01:04:00.001-07:00

I manages to visit miss wong leesa on the day i back to kb.
Her house held bbq..so i went to visit her after my dinner
and we only take 1 pic, together with her mama's best friend and i'm miss wong leesa's best friend. hohoho..

2008-04-07T00:00:00.001-07:00

the so called "ratatouille soup"

mickey mouse head pizza

I read pris's post about the disney naturally, so i went~ Thank you my dardar for bringing me there. hehe.. the environment not bad lah..lots of kids. haha.. the food ok ok only for me. i think is expensive!! we spent 38 dollars for the food - pasta, mickey mouse head pizza, 1 drink, 1 soup.
Overall, ok ok only la..cannot have high expectation.

I only fancy the basin only. hahaha!! so cute~~~~~!!!!
i told dardar i want this at our house next time...faint him. hahahaha!!!

2008-04-06T23:27:00.000-07:00

i love her wedding gown (6 layers leh..that's why so pong pong) so much~so princessyy so cute~so lovely~so barbie~and her hair so dolly!!

i showed dardar this page the other day

me: deardear! 我给你看一个东西
dy: okie~
me: *point* 以后我要我的新娘衣酱~!!
dy: 是哦~ 那个裙酱短
me: =.=!!!

*i thought he will say too cute or princess as by tat time i think i wear this kind is don't know how OLD liao, ppl might say i 酱老了还act cute * cause i got a fren who claim that girl at the age of 30 is a 老花 =.=

me: deardear, 你很 traditional noh~ 哈哈!!

since he think so short, then next time i wan the wedding gown tail super long til reach the back door..wahahaha!! 拖到半死 - is heavy...ok, just joking.

2008-04-03T23:38:00.000-07:00

I got this...

this...

and this...

when i back to malaysia...
is time to learn make up and rajin abit more to care of my skin!!!!
but i'm just too lazy =(

2008-03-26T08:14:00.001-07:00

I went picnic with john, lu, xiao lao shu and my dardar last saturday. My dardar prepared everything!! i only accompany him to Giant buy the stuff and the next day, my dardar bought some more food cause we thought our other friends will come. So my dardar fried char bee hoon, crab meats, and heat up those already in packet de black pepper chicken and don't know what meat. He even brought chilli sause along!

Was raining heavily that evening! sien...but we did enjoy lah..hide inside the shelter and got ppl help us to cover cover somemore :P

John loves to act cute nowadays. Look at the picture below!! and he even drag my dardar along to act cute together with him =.= at first dardar very reluctant, but after tat, i think he somehow 豁出去了. haha!!

This is really cute man!!! poor dardar..hahaha!!!!

John asked us to take some jumping shot. Is so tire can!!! We 3 girls jump for don't know how many times liao..tire like hell after tat! stupid john, don't know how to take jumping shot. fail many times. End of the result, 随便啦...

Look at my hair!!! They said my hair look like chicken little =.=!!!
and look at xiao lao shu~wahaha! 笑死我. jin cute her..

I look like the cartoon - tree ghost? my hand jin thin =.=

Lu so cute

John hands jin slow..guess we landed ald?

Do Re Mi

Lao shu edited our picture..i love it so much~still got blur blur at the down part..haha!

I love to stick my dardar like this!! Thank you for everything you do...prepared everything..rush like crazy. and i guess if he got car car, he will bring EVERYTHING so long the car got enough space to put. jin funny..haha!!

Anyway, hope u guys enjoy!! When is the next one? and who want to join?! :P
Eh must help bring something liao hor...kelian my ah dar leh... =X

2008-03-24T01:44:00.000-07:00

There goes my dardar's 小黑

and here come my dardar's 小白

and

my previous blog also 黑黑

now also 白白

真巧啊~

ok lame

*brain sot*

2008-03-21T03:45:00.000-07:00

Accompany my dardar went to view bike bike this few days..
ok la, view 2 nia...haha..
quiet happy that when dardar test ride also ask me to try :P
有被看重的感觉...哈哈!!
and dardar also kept asking how i feel when pillion me..hehe..
though he ask me = no ask, cause my answer is..ok lor...ok kuaa..duno leh..cant feel anything and he show me =.=!!! face..haha!!

yesterday went to vivocity jim gary to hav dinner..nice nice...

before dinner, my dardar bought a new crocs shoes..hahaha!! he previously wore a pirated crocs shoes and this time, he decided to get an original one. he looks cute when wearing the crocs shoes..hahaha!!
We watched movie - Horton Hears A Who after that. Nice movie~ i love the elephant, he is sooooo cute!!! Ice age 3 is coming soon!! but is next year during summer =.=!!!

My current wallpaper

2008-03-19T00:25:00.000-07:00

Went to china town temple street (beside the mc donald that lane) to try the dessert. Passed by tat lane lots of time already, but no chance to step into the shop and dardar saw ppl introduce on tv too. haha!! finally we went~!!!

We ordered two mango desserts. Their 招牌甜品...overall, not bad lah. Still got other desserts leh...next time will go try. hehe.

Mek sa, specially for u leh..i so gd take pic pic to tempt u. resize the picture big big to show u also. hohoho..i knew u love mango~~lalalala~~~!!

Went to kinokuniya and dardar happened to browse through the 排排站 booklet, and saw the western food. I planned to go to this place very long time ago leh, but 没有机会 also. I saw tv intro this western food too. Heard that their potato is nice~

Finally, we went~!!! For sure must say thank you to my dardar who brought me there. hehe..anyway, the place is at lorong 5 block 51, toa payoh.

See the arrow i draw? I tell u ah, i so angry tat ah pek. hate him so much. We got 5 ppl, and not enough chair. Since he sat near to us, so i went to him and wanted to take the chair beside this ah pek who put his HEAVY hand on the chair. u know wat?! He doesn't let me to take the chair, while his wife kept asking me to take the chair. =.= i tot he will let me take the chair since his wife ok with it, but he die die don't let lor...super selfish lor!!!!

I was too busy eating and lucky dardar helped to take pic to share the delicious food with u all...hehe.

Conclusion, really super nice lor~!!!! must go and try k..lots ppl over there and we didn't wait too long for the food also. hehe..nice nice nice! i'm sure i will back there again..the potato really nice! everyone ordered chicken leh, and i'm the only one who tried beef. I think beef steak is the famous one over there, since the shop name is 牛屋. must be popular in beef rite?!?!?!

After that, went to yishun dam sit sit n blow blow wind n see see look look cars cars bikes bikes and chit chit chat chat...dardar said opposite there is JB wor~lots ppl went there to bbq also. haha! got uncles ride bike bike selling ice-cream and drinks too~

2008-03-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

I love my mickey so much, cause he is so adorable!!

Dardar loves to play with my mickey. Whenever i angwee him or mechok, he will put mickey in front of me like this (look at the picture below). I can't tahan and laugh out loud. Cause my mickey is too cute. Dardar even place mickey's nose on my nose point to point. =.=

CUTE RIGHT?!?!??!

I seldom play with minnie, cause my minnie doesn't look so adorable like mickey. mickey got this little kid face while my minnie got a very big face =.= When i was at disneyland, i tried my best to find a not so big face minnie, but this is the best minnie i can find..others are face senget (歪) or got a bit prob on the look. haihh..so i always claim tat my minnie got BIG FACE!! so my minnie looks like a da jie jie n my mickey looks like xiao di di :\

Spot the difference?!

I did send a pic to dardar b4 telling him that "they love him". Well, cause my dardar likes to play with them ma...hahaha. ok lame..

Anyway, how can i forget my hippo leh~?! this cute little thing was a birthday present from my xiao lao shu. For sure, i play with her too!! For example:

Hippo jiao ao~

Yippie!!!! Is friday~weekend coming soon~!!!

p/s: Laoshu, i never 辜负 the present u gave me k!!! kekeke

Lastly, present to u the lovely pic pic of mickey and minnie~ 是 sweet 的咯~!!!!

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